Neither the wish or the amount of work push me towards working. But i still try. I keep thinking of ways to improve our worksheets, our lists, back ups...
And today I found out that someone that the bosses son, that started working here in the summer, took credit for an excel spreadsheet I made. In April. According to the boss, the one I made didn't work (funny enough, I just tested it and it works fine) and he had mini-boss re-do it.
Awesome. Real cool. I need no recognition. Or raise. Or benefits. I am just happy to have a job where I have to do whatever they need me to do. I am not upset at all that their pay check is 5 times mine. Or that mini boss gets twice what i do. Or that they got end of year bonus that are about 3x my yearly salary. None of it bothers me. Of course not. Because I am not human. Because I see or know none of these things.... Too bad I do. I know all these values and what i feel are tremendous injustices.
Sounds silly, it is silly for sure, but all this crap would be much more easy to endure if I got some recognition. A pat in the back for work well done.
Since I don't.... Fuck it. Fuck them. I will just sit back through the 8 daily hours, navigate the WWW and pretend to work hard. I do that well enough. And if I don't, I am sure mini boss will do it for me!
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